Soon over break...

Hopefully this'll get published. Our household just exceeded the limit for our internet. Dont know whether this entry will be too big to get published. Anyways, just a quick update on my happenings. Came back from a trip down south in Albany and margaret river. Had some good practice driving. Thanks to my darling girlfriend Joanne. Thanks to u and kenneth for looking out for me. Much appreciated! Once my internet space gets back, I'll post a few pics up from the trip. A prelude, esp for Kel and Xian who'll be coming in June! Cant wait! Haha. Maybe the pics will tempt more e3dogs to come? Hee hee. We've still got room for 2 more ppl! hee hee

My finance exam is next week. Only started next week and progress is slow. Only have 4 days left to study for it. Still in the holiday mood though it officially ends tomorrow. Just celebrated Michael, Jasmine bf's bdae. Wrote all our msges on balloons and posted them up on the wall. Jason's cousin and her bf is also here for a vacation and they're currently staying at my place.

On another note, I dearly miss the times where I can have a good and comfortable talk with my friends back in Spore. Now everyone's busy back home, its really difficult to get quality talking time with them. How I wish I would be able to chat with someone right now, get into the comfortable mood of talking about anything. Just anything will do...

God is here, no matter what...

Been missing church ever since I took up tennis. Missed going for church. My friend, Adrain, just sent me this website with a 10 min DVD clip of his sermon. In the synopsis it says:

Things don’t always work out the way we want them to, or the way we think they will. Sometimes we don’t even see it coming. We get hit with some form of pain out of nowhere leaving us feeling desperate and helpless. That’s the way life is. Still, it makes us wonder how God can let these things happen to us. How God can just stand by and watch us suffer. Where is God when it really hurts? Maybe God is actually closer to us than we think. Maybe it’s when we’re in these situations, where everything seems to be falling apart, that God gets an opportunity to remind us of how much he really loves us.

Very true indeed. Definitely going for church after easter.

Do absoultely nothing...

Currently playing "L.O.V.E" by ashlee simpson on my computer.... L.O, L.O, L.O.V.E, L.O L.O L.O

Next tues is my management accounting mid-sem... progress is slow... just finished revising everything from the lecture notes and making sure i understand every single bit of them... my mind kinda refuses to go work... emes told me that I should just leave today to do nothing... given the unproductive hours of studying today, I should have just spent the time sleeping... feeling kinda tired and drained out now... my brain should be filled with other things than studies... looking forward to my trip next week... will be able to get to drive! Yeah =) Finally getting my hands on the wheels.. with all my favourite songs played on the cd stereo... I need the break!

Hmm... just had this thought... it would be kinda fun to spend 1 or 2 years travelling around the world in a band and playing heh? Get to travel, drive ard and also play music.... Experience each country's atmostphere, their culture, their music...In the meantime, I'll just stick to completing my drum lessons in perth hopefully, and have more chances in driving! Woo haa!

Do absoultely nothing...

Currently playing "L.O.V.E" by ashlee simpson on my computer.... L.O, L.O, L.O.V.E, L.O L.O L.O

Next tues is my management accounting mid-sem... progress is slow... just finished revising everything from the lecture notes and making sure i understand every single bit of them... my mind kinda refuses to go work... emes told me that I should just leave today to do nothing... given the unproductive hours of studying today, I should have just spent the time sleeping... feeling kinda tired and drained out now... my brain should be filled with other things than studies... looking forward to my trip next week... will be able to get to drive! Yeah =) Finally getting my hands on the wheels.. with all my favourite songs played on the cd stereo... I need the break!

Hmm... just had this thought... it would be kinda fun to spend 1 or 2 years travelling around the world in a band and playing heh? Get to travel, drive ard and also play music.... Experience each country's atmostphere, their culture, their music...In the meantime, I'll just stick to completing my drum lessons in perth hopefully, and have more chances in driving! Woo haa!

I'll be there...

Finished watchin !Bi Sheng Feng Shun Ying. Cried at the last episode. In fact, I cried at every episode. Made me think of all the ppl that loves me. My mum, grandma, sis. Made me think of all my good friends, Waner, Emelia, Maggy, Weitian, Kaili, Meixian. Made me think of who I am. Miss the times when I was really cared for by those around me. Little teardrops in Spore. After coming to Spore, I realised how I had taken other ppl's love for granted. Ppl who cared for me. After coming to Aus, I then realised how I had taken other ppl's love for granted. How I have been so foolish to reject or even not take notice of ppl's care and love for me. Instead of doing this, how I have been instead noticing ppl who hates me, who dislikes me for who I am. For those whom I have left out, I am so sorry. I do not know if you are reading this. I just want to let everyone know that no matter how sad you are, I'll try to be there for all of you. Cos I know how its like not to be loved. Cos I know how its like when no one appreciates you for who u are. For when I know what its like to be lonely even when you are surrounded by people. I've now realised one thing: Cherish the ones who really cares for you; and let go of the ones who dislike you; for they are not worth the effort. You'll find that you'll be much happier. Also do things within your limit; that's when you know that you have tried ur best. To those who have cared or really love me, thank you.

Dont ask me why I wrote this entry. Also do not ask me if I am upset for I will not answer. The best thing I can get is that those who care and love me will always be there for me deep down in their hearts. By showing it sometimes, it'll be the best gift you can give to me.