happy yet sad at the same time...

I've gotten the job as a recruitment consultant. My manager offered me the position and I would be starting work on the 28th. Finally goes my worry of not being able to find a job with the coming recession.

However, this happiness didnt sustain me for long. I still feel sad. I still cry when looking at facebook. This hurts so much so much... I wonder how long it'll take for it to heal. Want to shout out loud, tell the whole world how I feel.

Can anyone hear me? Can anyone understand? Can anyone lend me a shoulder to lean on? Can someone offer me a hug?