It's just too hard...

Its too hard for me.. having to deal with everything... I just wish someone would be here with me... study with me in the library... listen to me talk... accompany me for lunch or dinner... put me in the 1st place... think of me 1st... talk to me... even though its the exams... spend time with me... Its hard just crying everyday in your room.. And I bet no one is reading this and cant be bothered to read or is reading it but just too busy and not doing anything about it....