lessons learnt

If i've ever learnt anything this past 2 weeks, it has got to be 2 things.

1) Learn to face things and deal with it. Don't run away.


It has been a mechanism for me to run away from things so that I dont have to go back to deal with it. In other words, running back to my comfort zone. I've learn to protect myself over the past few years. Not to let myself get hurt. It's probably god's call that in his event, i ran away. Lesson learnt from god. Don;t ever run away anymore.

2) Never take things for granted. Take the initiative.


Been cleaning the kitchen the whole afternoon. Backache, lots to clear up, many dirty areas. I've learnt to appreciate what my mom have done. I remembered for the past few years, my mom always ask me to help her clean the house. But I refused. I was too lazy or I came up with many excuses. In the end, she had to clean up the whole house herself. It was during the hols and I was relatively free. BUt on the other hand, she was busy with work from mon to sat, and now on suns, she has to clean everything up by herself. I've realised the importance of splitting the housework. The house is ours. Its up to us to presume the responsibility to clean up the place we live in. And like what Jon told me, we must take the initiative to do it. Let's hope my housemates and I can take the initiative to do a better job next year.


Still recovering from the exams, incidents which have affected me deeply, and mistakes which I had made my whole life and which I've only come to learn. It's too much for me to take in 3 weeks. I apologise if I am in a pissy mood, a quite mode and a heck care and rude attitude. Many things to think about. Whether I like it anot, its gonna be a life changing moment for me. I hope I can turn out to be a better person, not only for myself, but the ppl around me.


One more thing, fate can really play pranks on me. I was walking back from collecting my lab report. Saw this person, whom I have never spoken before but know who she is. We were walking from diff directions. When we walk past each other, we suddenly turn our heads to look at each other. Oh dear, seems like she knows who I am and I know who she is. Not in a good way. But yeah, she's hell of a lucky girl. That's all I can say....